Is this a lie?

Is this all a lie?
Is this all a lie?
Why?
How can I make it truth?
How can I make it real?
How can I believe in it and keep believing?
How?
When will it end?
When will I know?
When will I be ok with lies and truths?
When?
What is all this about?
Nobody wants to hear about what you do not know
Everybody wants to hear about your truths
Even though they are like sugar melting in waters of doubt the point you throw them in and mix them up – a second, a minute, a day more than enough
For a new truth to emerge
For a new truth to vanish 
For an old truth to be revived

J.GJ.
​2013